This was one of the best ages I have lived up to now, and was one in which I challenged myself most. I made courageous decisions. I started with loving mmyself unconditionally, believing in myself and believing in what my heart tells me. As I did this, my heart chose the hard way in both work and love.
I had times when I really struggled. But each time I struggled, I learned something new and eventually, on the paths that I chose on my own, I incredibley grew my heart and my mind . I think I still need to grow a lot, but my greatest realization was to personnaly experience that one can grow herself more with love vs growing with pain. I felt freedom and support most. I believe I expressed love and faith most.
I gave a chance in my heart to people whom I didn’t know or whom I didn’t feel any sympathy at first or whom I thought as being unfair to me. I remembered “when you are in pain you become a taker” and I tried to understand the pain of people whom I saw a taker and I tried to be less of a taker when I was in pain.
I have a big heart in me and this year I figured out that you cannot close your heart only to certain things or people and open to others. Your heart is either open or closed and when it is closed you pay the highest price. Thats why, openly expressing and sharing the love, care and hurt – when necessary- in my heart, is the foundation of my life. In this new age, building on this foundation, my mind and talents, my faith in love and my imagination, I am intending to create a whole world of things.
In the end, birthday is just a symbol and I believe in the power of intending through the use of symbols and loudly sharing them.
